In today’s episode on My Story# here on Yarn Central, lady discloses how she started dating older men and subsequently started her journey as a sugar baby at age 15. This is the continuation of this story. To read the first and second part of the story, check the links below. The Lady’s pseudonym would be Amanda to protect her identity.
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“This was new to me but I wondered if it really was a big deal. Anyway, I let him go for it the same day. Before having sex with me the first time, he tied me up in the hotel room and left me there. I was confused because I thought he’d sit there and watch me tied up. He didn’t return until a few hours later. This time, he reeked of alcohol. When he came in, he kissed me on the cheek and peed on me. In that moment, I felt so dirty. He had sex with me and made sure he took complete control over me. This was the most discomforting experience of my life. What followed after made up for the terrible experience. He gave me a wad of #1000 notes and collected my account number as well. I was 19 years old.
Being a sugar baby doesn’t really entail giving and taking. Sometimes, friendships come through them. I and the man would have sex and still have conversations surrounding life generally. I didn’t want to know whether he was married or not, I just wanted to keep him close because he was a friend and he was also very useful. He would beat me sometimes. He said it aroused him too and it was starting to sexually arouse me as well. I wanted him to inflict pain on me before tying me up or having sex with him.
This continued for some time and while we were together, I still met up with other men. I wonder if I would ever get married with how hooked I’m in this sugar baby lifestyle but I’d rather not think about it. I keep the details away from my family because I’m older now and they really don’t have to know. One thing I’m certain about is that if I ever get married, it’s gonna have to be an older guy and even with him, I would still find it hard to stay faithful.”
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She Assaulted Me For Sleeping With Her Husband (Part 2)